The amount of times that I have rewritten this final post is quite ridiculous. Initially, I was aiming to polish this off and get it posted a couple of days after my return. But somehow, here we are, one month on. Time flies.
None of the words I put down on paper seem sufficient enough to sum up exchange. It is not an experience that you can effectively capture and present for others in a neat little package of words. Yet, that's exactly what I've been trying to do over the course of the last year. Honestly, to truly understand, you need to live it. And live it I did.
I have been brought back to my own personal reality for almost a month now and during that time I have been asked countless questions by family and friends. Yet I still have very little figured out to say...
"How was exchange?"
"Amazing."
"How did you like the Netherlands?"
"I love it."
"Did you make many foreign friends?"
"Yes, lots."
"Tell me the gossip. What happened?"
"Um..."
Summing up my entire year in a sentence or two? How can I even begin to answer? For a start, 'amazing' is a terribly inaccurate description of what became my life for the best part of a year. Yes, it was amazing, but that doesn't even begin to scrape the surface of what exchange means to me. You want gossip? But what could I possibly say? Yes, you may read my blog. And perhaps I might have even confided a few more private details. But describing exchange is like asking you to divulge your entire life story. Easier said than done. Or rather, easier done than said. Please recognise than you are getting a fraction of the story. And a distorted fraction at that.
All I can tell you is that exchange is beyond amazing. I loved every minute of it and I grew immensely as a result. Yes I know. This post is beyond cheesy. But really, what did you expect?
It all began with an abstract idea. Curiosity. I never thought I'd actually do it. Me? Move abroad? No way!
Who would have thought that this shy, awkward, little dumpling would decide to finally dive in at the deep end? Not me, that's for sure.
But, of course, one thing lead to another: quickly snowballing into the greatest 11 months of my life. Rotterdam 13-14, you're going to be a tough act to follow.
To think, I arrived knowing nothing. Afraid to stray any distance from the main road that lead directly to my house. Desperate for a friend, for another lost soul, bewildered and confused in Rotterdam. And I finally found them. On exchange everyone wants to be friends - that's one of the wonderful things about it. Everyone is lost together: forming a wonderfully mismatched group of people.
You are left alone to deal with boring formalities, paperwork and the everyday realities of life. How do I catch a tram? Where is the supermarket? Why does nobody give me my 1 and 2 cents of change? How do I pay rent? Why does my bankcard not work? What do you mean, 'I have to register'? Even the simplest of tasks are quite literally a foreign experience. You're left haphazardly stumbling through a foreign country. The usual distress signal of calling for mum and dad no longer effective. But nothing could have been better for me. I left Rotterdam as a much more rounded human being: one that can actually handle the 'crisis' that used to send me running, and leave me in tears. Don't worry, I've got this.
When exchange ended I also left my second home. Rotterdam meant everything to me, and so did the people I met. So many people touched my life; each having an effect of their own, small and large. My horizons have been opened, my thoughts have been changed, and my bank account has been drained.
Cheers for that folks, it's been a blast. But now it's time to embrace a new chapter. Onwards and upwards...
You are left alone to deal with boring formalities, paperwork and the everyday realities of life. How do I catch a tram? Where is the supermarket? Why does nobody give me my 1 and 2 cents of change? How do I pay rent? Why does my bankcard not work? What do you mean, 'I have to register'? Even the simplest of tasks are quite literally a foreign experience. You're left haphazardly stumbling through a foreign country. The usual distress signal of calling for mum and dad no longer effective. But nothing could have been better for me. I left Rotterdam as a much more rounded human being: one that can actually handle the 'crisis' that used to send me running, and leave me in tears. Don't worry, I've got this.
When exchange ended I also left my second home. Rotterdam meant everything to me, and so did the people I met. So many people touched my life; each having an effect of their own, small and large. My horizons have been opened, my thoughts have been changed, and my bank account has been drained.
Cheers for that folks, it's been a blast. But now it's time to embrace a new chapter. Onwards and upwards...
Exchange may be temporary, but its effects will never leave me.
Rotterdam forever.



































